I don't see reason to live. It is nearly impossible for me to describe how I'm feeling, and I don't have the energy to write much. I don't know what can help me. Even though it's hard to get out of bed and brush my teeth, I've been able to do that, go to my weekly internship, go to an orientation for a new, possibly full-time internship, see friends, make an appointment to see a psychologist next week, sign up for an evaluation for group therapy, and see and speak to my psychiatrist. Still, nothing has helped me significantly. I am feeling worse than I was last week. Something must be wrong with my brain.