Idk what's wrong with me i've been a self harm addict for about four years now. But i completely stopped at the beginning of this year. I struggled with it for so long but i made it through. And i was doing extremely well. But starting around four months ago i started sleepwalking. apparently id been going into the kitchen at night and grabbing a knife and taking it to bed with me and id wake up beside it. I didn't realize what i was doing at first i just thought id left the knife there when id eat supper in my room. but then around a month later i woke up with it to my leg half way through a cut. Thats when i first started to seriously freak out. i stopped sleeping for three days but after that i passed out and i did it again. then suddenly it just stopped for two months but last week i woke up with the knife again and this morning i cut THREE times before i even woke up! I've looked everywhere on the internet for an explanation but found nothing. I've been able to handle everything by myself this whole time, i love my mother and don't want her to know that i cut because i don't want her blaming herself thats why i tried quit in the first place and i really want to take care of this myself please please help i need some serious advice and an explanation as to what the hell is happening to me.