I should be able to kill myself. I have to go through the process of telling myself to die, while allowing all of the physical aspects to arise which tells me no. It's not me saying "you must not want to if your body tells you not to" because that is absolute crap. Your bodies work a certain way, and part of that way is to survive so when anything happens to negotiate that, your body will react, regardless of whether you want it to or not. It's like diseases. You know it's bad and you have it in your body, but your body will still act how it would regardless if you have knowledge of it being in your system or not. I'm sick of people talking to me and saying that I don't "really" want to because I would have done it by now. You don't know what your talking about.
I should be able to do it
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I include/understand what you want to say yes there is a good reason for which you feel all these things. It is that you had an unconscious archetypal idea to kill now certain emotions to you brought back to the conscience this idea. Maintaining to disencumber you of this thought you must make a meditation (closed eyes) you must think that this archetypal idea comes you from your ancestors and that you give again this idea to them and that them will know what to do with If you want to know what it is an archetypal idea to see French http://www.forum.umontreal.ca/numeros/1997-1998/Forum97-11-17/article05.html site you can use to translate http://babelfish.altavista.com/
Hi Viper...yes, our bodies have many protective mechanisms, but one which we often forget about is attachment, being close and supported by others..I think that this mechanism is significantly misunderstood and often times, seem as impossible when one feels awful...just suggesting that there are ppl here to provide support and caring, and hopefully, ppl who can relate to what you are going through.
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