I should forget

Discussion in 'Family, Friends and Relationships' started by sammakko, Nov 3, 2009.

  1. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    my imagenation love.

    But I can not.

    I harm myself but I can not stop it. I do not have anything else either. People need love like a food so why not.

    Nääh.... Some just wrote something what remind me I have got a problem. If he knows he have to lurk me, if he lurk me it is his bad to keep it annoying. I am not anyones myspace or anything.

    Fuc*ki*g fairytales I hate them !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I do not want to feel like or love or i do not want it. I want my heart stay dead and cold. Fuc*ki*g heart !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I want my heart stay out of my life

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  2. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    One reason why I hate talking with people is they remind me my odds. I lie so much for myself. I do not want to see the truth. I hate the truth. I like lies more.
  3. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    Does anyone have had imaginenation friends and how to let them go?

    He is my muse i can not let him go away from my head. It is very sad and empty head. I would like to keep even something in there.
  4. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    Even my imagenation man does not like me.
  5. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    I Hate me
  6. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    I do not want to feel anything, I preferer to be brain dead. No feelings, no thoughts. I want to be cold, I do not want to like anyone. His writing tickle me, make me laugh and give me so much inspiration. If writing can be sexy like a nice way his writings are. I should stop reading him.
  7. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    I can not. Sorry but I can not stop reading you.
    You are my treasure.
    You are my treasure.
    You are my treasure.

    This is very good thread, I can see how crazy I really am :laugh:
  8. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    Treasure of my life is imagenation


    and I want to keep it

  9. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    Take consider means no :eek:hmy:
  10. SadDude87

    SadDude87 Well-Known Member

    What are you talking about? An imaginary friend? As long as you know, deep down that he's noit physicaly real, and the closest you'll ever be to him is in your dreams & daydreams .... if it makes you happy, there is no reason to stop thinking about it.

    I just think you would be happier with a real partner. Although I'm sure you have your reasons, don't give up on everyone..
  11. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    I write this because I am working stop this also lie.

    No real men for me. I have seen what they do for the women.
  12. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    Hang in there, I really think you are an awesome person and one day will make someone happy and they'll make you happy, believe in dreams, just don't hurt yourself because of your dreams, let your dreams be your goals, and conquer life.

  13. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    I hate when people say things to get people believe lies. No more lies of dreams, that is my goal.
  14. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    Awsome = suicical, traumatic, hated, depressed, crazy ........
  15. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    Friday: He said he take me consider. "Day of heaven".
    Saturday: I know he wont so I want to cut , I do not, just scratching
    Sunday: I think I am jerk :laugh: But I still wait he call :blink:

    Why I am doing something like this for myself???
  16. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    :mortdesinos: This is for me :mortdesinos: Stupid :evil:


    Because when I see him I am just :stars: and talk :stars: and after :stars:

    Why I am so weak? :eek:hmy:
  17. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    I do not want to be :sweetheart: and giggle. I hate you my imagenation man like all others :puke: .

    Leave me alone :evil:

    Do not be so beautiful :rant:

    Do not be so fun :rant:

    My feel against me :starwars:
  18. sammakko

    sammakko Banned Member

    I want to kill all my emotions. I want to think only of my school and my studying. I do not want to want anything else, I hate you f**c**n fairytales.