I should have known better

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Aimee_in_Wonderland, Nov 10, 2010.

  1. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    I should have known better to ever believe you that you wanted to help me and would try to be there for me..
    i should have known you would run away when things got a little bit tough and out of control..
    i should have known that you would up and leave when i needed you most..
    I cant really say it suprises me..
    but do you know how it feel to know that someone has given up on you?
    It hurts. i know i was never really worth it..

    Thank you for reminding me of that..


    Thank you for making me feel that little bit worse about myself...
    i didnt think it was possible for me to be hurt by anything anymore.
    so well done for proving it all over again that i was wrong...

    I'll never trust anyone again..
     
  2. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    you cant trust anyone aimme im sorry you got hurt again,just when you thought there was a light ahead
     
  3. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    its a shame these people cant realise how selfish they are when they make other people feel suicidal.. when they care for no-one but themselfs and only want one thing from you.. and when you refuse to give that they kick off at you and make you feel even shitter.
    why pick on people who are already vunrable?
     
  4. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    to think people could die because of sex i guess
    all for one and sod the rest
     
  5. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    i believing in karma.. and when it catches up.. ill have the last laugh..
     
  6. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    oh dont worry ill be laughing too!
    hope im around to see it
     
  7. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    i dont understand how someone can lie about such things and then turned int around and make me feel like im the one whos done something wrong.. i know people like attention but why make someone else feel shit? what do they possibly get out of it.. apart from being a head fuck.
     
  8. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    thats exactly how i felt,i was the paranoid one!!!!
    guess this is another time i almost od because of others
    i guess some of us are doormats to others sorry you got caught up
     
  9. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    its kind of my own fault.
    i threw myself into thinking someone cared.
     
  10. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    youre not alone aimee,me too,
    but we're ill not cruel.
    so i guess were better than them?
     
  11. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

  12. Kaos General

    Kaos General Well-Known Member

    Ignore them like the plagues on you that they are. I share andi's sentiment that i got viewed as being paranoid. At long last their true colours have been exposed for all to see. I am so sorry for what has happened to you hunni but you knpow where i am if you need to chat and im sure andi is there for you as well. Just remember, there are a lot of good people on here that you can trust and dont be put off by 2 people ok.

    I am also really glad you stuck one middle finger up at them as well and refused to roll over and be treated like a doormat. Both you and andi should be proud of yourselves for that because its a hard thing to do when people are playing mind games with you
     
  13. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    i wont be laughing that was the wrong thing for me to say
    im better than that