I should just be gone. I think it's time

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by The Depressed Puppy, May 27, 2014.

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  1. The Depressed Puppy

    The Depressed Puppy Well-Known Member

    I really want to die. Badly. I just want to<mod edit - methods>

    I'm fantasizing, about my death.... About dying.

    I wish I could be gone,& dead. I want to die so badly.
     
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  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi there, PLEASE give the gun to someone who will not give it back to you. Why do you want to die so badly?
     
  3. The Depressed Puppy

    The Depressed Puppy Well-Known Member

    I do not have it... I know where it is.
     
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    You seem to me like you're ready to harm yourself, If I were you i'd go to the hospital hun and talk to the crisis team there.
     
  5. The Depressed Puppy

    The Depressed Puppy Well-Known Member

    I really don't want too. I wish I could be gone.

    I really want to hurt myself.
    I feel worthless, burden, horrible. Nothing good.
     
  6. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    But....why?
     
  7. The Depressed Puppy

    The Depressed Puppy Well-Known Member

    I feel worthless
    Like a burden
    Not good enough
     
  8. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    As my mom always said...believe no one is above you but also no-one is below you. Not good enough to who? What makes you feel like you are a burden?
     
  9. overdue

    overdue Member

    But wait a second - you love dogs, right? You probably have one. Imagine when that dog is pacing, wandering your home, wondering where the heck you are. I've seen this with a friend's cat, when said friend was in the hospital for four days. He treats that cat like a baby - it was heartbreaking to see the cat confused, totally on edge, and upset that the owner has been away.
    Would you - COULD you do that to your beautiful dog (if that is yours in the avatar)? Its SOMETHING - start there. NOW, are you truly 100% worthless?
     
  10. The Depressed Puppy

    The Depressed Puppy Well-Known Member

    I do have a cat. We do have a bond. But how'd she know I was gone?

    Yes I adore dogs.

    I'm doing a little bit better, but not much.still feel horrible.
     
  11. overdue

    overdue Member

    Do you have any ideas for helping yourself? Therapy, medication, etc.? Why do you feel worthless in the first place?
     
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