I think I should just kill myself already. I have no friends, I can't even go to school because I get so nervous, I can't work either, my medicine costs my family a lot of money and they are already behind on bills. I cannot go anywhere without people thinking I'm strange or stupid. People don't understand me and I just embarrass myself all the time. If I die I would be doing the world a favor. I'm just a worthless pieace of garage.