My whole life I've been poor. I never had the nicest clothes my house is in the ghetto and I've always seemed to be a push over.i used to get bullied very bad in school. When I was 4 my mom left me with my grandma & a guy in the neighborhood showed me his penis idk what happened after that. Fast forward to now & I'm still poor, unemployed with no real friends. I feel like I don't even know who I am. I find myself least trying to impress other people and it seems like nobody want to have anything to do with me. I seem to have the worst luck and idk what the problem is. I owe my landlord rent and I feel like she might evict me any moment. I just don't see any hope & I think I should end it all.