I sometimes get this awful feeling, as though I feel my demise is just around the corner. This thought doesn't occur that often, but when it does it is a little depressing. It usually gets brought on when someone dies (like MJ and Farrah Fawcett this week), especially when it's someone young who's died. I dunno...I just can't help but think this way sometimes. Am I being paranoid? Maybe, but it's mainly because I just cannot see a future for myself right now. Can't think of a way out of this hole. It's like I'm in this sea of darkness and I feel like I'm only going to keep sinking deeper and deeper until I've ran out of air to breathe. Ok....end of rant lol.....just felt like getting that off my chest. Anyone else ever feel this way?