Today was NOT good day... at ALL. We had to go *shiver* shopping again. I hate shopping. Actually, hate is not the word I feel. I LOATHE shopping. And loathe is still too nice a word for the way I feel about shopping. Anyway, even though I was totally stressed out and I REALLY wanted to cut, I didn't. :biggrin: I thought that since I've gone about 5 or 6 days without cutting, why ruin it? It's harder than I thought though. As soon as I got home I went and locked myself in my room and stared at my razor. I put it back in it's place and left my room after about 10 minutes of staring at it. It felt kind of good to just put it down and not cut at all. I really do want to get rid of this addiction. It is an addiction right? It sucks that it's all I can think about night and day. But it's getting better all the time. I think about other things now, SIing isn't totally taking over my life so much anymore.