I suck. Crash.

[Green.Triceratops]

I am useless. No job, no school, cant even manage to do some work around the house. All i wanna do is not exist. Sleep sounds so good. Ive been having really real dreams so when i wake up i feel like i'm still in dreams. And i cant not smoke pot because it helps sometimes but it hurts othertimes, just making me worse. I suck. I fail. I need to stop wasting time and end it.

 

[total eclipse]

sorry you have crashed hun only one way to go now and that is back up okay
talk to your doctor get new meds new therapy but don't give up okay hugs

 

[Green.Triceratops]

I'm so confused i'm bitchy depressed and hypomanic, sad and then bubbly the next second. At least i can sit comfortably whereas usually i'm too uncomfortable and fidgety to even sit down. I'm gonna go cry now lol. No. Not really, but i feel like it. Idk why even, today has been fine.

 

[total eclipse]

our emotions sometimes do that sit on the surface just ready to brake through
Go cry okay let it out them you will feel better dam tears i say but it is those tears that wash some of the pain away hugs to you

 

[Green.Triceratops]

Lol dont feel like it anymore but when i do i will. You always reply ty eclipse XD just tired i think.

 

[total eclipse]

Me too hun tired also and that too will cause emotions to go all over place hugs