hi, i'm new here, i think i started posting something last night but never finished it so i think this is my first post. if it's not, oops, sorry in case you care, i'm m/18 um, so without trying to sound too depressing or worry anyone (don't worry, i'm quite stable for the moment), i've been suicidally depressed for about 4 years. what's stopped me from doing it is a weird principle i have that states "you are too intelligent to kill yourself", which is basically a 'no' to any thought of that which may enter my mind i just wanted to ask something. i know these cases aren't talked about with the knowledge of such, but after being in such a shape for a few years, am i likely to break some day and harm someone? at the moment, i've just gotten free from all my negative obligations from the last 4 years, so i am essentially a free person. which is good, nothing is going to be added to that... i just don't trust my sanity a few years down the road sorry if this didn't make any sense i hope to offer some insights and such as a frequenting member of this forum in the future... essentially: hi!