I survived my last suicide attempt and I'm not sure how I feel about it. I passed out from the od, before i could follow through with the rest of the plan, and woke up in a pool of my own vomit (i know, fucking disgusting), and to my mom crying over me. I was able to convince her not to commit me, as long as I talk to my case manager about it, and we'll figure out where to go from there. God, that day, out of all days, my mom decides to come home early, wtf so weird. Anyway basically just posting saying i'm still alive, and ready to start fighting for this life.