i think about it

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by lavendR23, Jul 17, 2008.

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  1. lavendR23

    lavendR23 Active Member

    i think about it all the time. suicide.

    why live in such a world.
    i am a woman and i dont want marriage or children.
    but that means i cant have love either
    according to THEM.
    it means i will only have poverty
    according to THEM.
    I am not attractive therefore i dont deserve
    afterall nothing else matters about me does it
    according to THEM.
    but more,
    it means i will be FORCED one way or another

    no man loves,
    they just use us
    until they are bored or we get "too fat"
    and then they throw us away,
    or worse they stay
    wanting us to be mommy

    thousands of years of human atrocity
    rape, religion
    all so some idiots
    dont have to wash the $hit stains out of their own underwear

    but i am supposed to stay
    and be violated
    over and over

    for what?
    how am i SUPPOSED to feel?
  2. janie

    janie Well-Known Member

    The thousands of years of human atrocity is not the norm these days, or not the moral norm generally accepted in developed countries with idealogical freedom. the norm today (i hope this is the case where you live) is you can do watever you want as long as you dont make intrude on other people.

    So yea you dont have to listen to/follow what THEY say if you dont want to
  3. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    They should not have control over you. You can have love if that is what you want. You are the one in control. :hug:
  4. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    I have to stand up for us males.We aren't all bad. Some of us actually have hearts, and even worst some of us carry our heart around on our sleeves so we get hurt just like you do. O.K. carry on I just had to throw that in there.
  5. Summer.Rain

    Summer.Rain Well-Known Member

    Well, as a guy it is our nature to be strong, sometimes agrresive
    but when it comes to love, things are diffrent.
    I cant say every singel guy is like, great person or whatever...
    What i can say is that i am very agressive in life, most people see
    me as someone who will fight just becouse thay said something he dont like..
    I drink, i smoke, i like night clubs, and i like sex...
    But just so that you know, every single time i had a relationship
    its like a changed to a whole diffrent person.
    My g/f was the center of the univarse for me, i respected her and
    done everything for her, so i guess you are not 100% right.
    My g/f will never be forced to wash my cloths or whatever
    just as i am not forced to work hard and to bring money to the fammily
    but i will do it becouse if ill have a fammily it will be everything for me..
    All the things ill do for it, it not becouse im forced, it becouse i want to :)

    And remember, there is no such thing as ugly person!
    Maybe you dont look like the girl on the poster, but hey neather do i..
    who cares anyway :)
    if a girl likes me, cool, if not, then ill find a girl that will :)
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