I think about suicide

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Scully, Jun 16, 2010.

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  1. Scully

    Scully Well-Known Member

    I seriously think about it. Problems following more problems. Is there anywhere where it stops for a while? I have lots of pills at home. I don't see any other issues. My whole life is worth nothing, I'm worth nothing. I don't want to be a burden anymore for anyone. And I want to be free of that all. I don't know how to express with words what I'm through. It's like I'm going to implode any moment. I don't know what else to do. I've seen both a psychologist and psychiatrist for more than a year now. I take my treatment. But it doesn't bring love, it doesn't bring family, it doesn't bring a job or the money I would need. I told you I'm worthless. Just give me the courage to do it, for good this time.
  2. skyla

    skyla Member

    I completely understand how you feel...its easy to tell people not to go ahead with plans but for some reason the same doesnt apply for ourselves thats because it is us that have to experience our pain on a minute by minute basis....so im not going to advise you against anything..I know that you have to do what you have to do but please do take comfort in the fact that you are not alone.....I am feeling exactly the same as you...I long for the courage too...PM me anytime..im happy to be here for you x
  3. Scully

    Scully Well-Known Member

    thank you :hug:
  4. spidy

    spidy Well-Known Member

    Hey youve told me before fight the demons we all worth while and all of us in this forum are stronger than anyone as we can talk to one another just get those feelings out
  5. Scully

    Scully Well-Known Member

    How can I get these feelings out?
  6. spidy

    spidy Well-Known Member

    Dana open up where you feel comfortable if anything like youve told me before here is a good start as we all care and listen to each other
  7. Scully

    Scully Well-Known Member

    I miss my father, I miss my partner, I miss my family. And I may lose my right (money) at the employment agency, for ONE damn missed appointment. I feel like s***
  8. spidy

    spidy Well-Known Member

    I miss my mum and dad and my ex and yes get screwed at the employment agency um just hold your head high and remember your the most important person rght now so these are minor set backs.Think of something posative everyday set a goal and remember to have a look in the mirror and tell yourself out loud i ll fght everything life can throw at me and make sure ya look at youself proud as can be
  9. boo

    boo Well-Known Member

    I wish i knew the answer. But you are among people who understand. Keep talking to us and those you trust. If only to vent. La vie c'est la galère.
  10. isocial

    isocial Active Member

    i can understand your feeling Scully, its really hard, you can avoid these things, If you felt sadly and unhappy then you could share you feeling with your loved one. meditation will defensively help to avoid suicidal thoughts.every minute in life is so prized, you have to enjoy that.
  11. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    I understand :arms: wish I could help you hun but remember you have friends here that care we'll listen.
  12. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hey Dana,
    Financial problems are always tricky..Do you have a medical diagnosis for your problems?? If so get a letter from your doctor stating the different problems your having and go down to SocialSecurity and apply for SSI..It's a long process and they may turn you down.. Thats when you get an attorney who specialises in SSI.. They won't charge you up front.. Once the when your case you will get a lump sum check from day one when you first applied.. The attorney will take his money out of that..Once your on SSI you will get a check once a month and you can get insurance also to help pay for your meds and therapist..Give it a go it is worth it..Take Care!!
  13. Scully

    Scully Well-Known Member

    I was about to kill myself yesterday, and I read you. So I went to my medical center, and asked to talk to someone there, and it helped, it held me alive. I feel okay today. Thank you to all. You're gonna make me tear up guys.

    big :hug: to you all, I love you.
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