I seriously think about it. Problems following more problems. Is there anywhere where it stops for a while? I have lots of pills at home. I don't see any other issues. My whole life is worth nothing, I'm worth nothing. I don't want to be a burden anymore for anyone. And I want to be free of that all. I don't know how to express with words what I'm through. It's like I'm going to implode any moment. I don't know what else to do. I've seen both a psychologist and psychiatrist for more than a year now. I take my treatment. But it doesn't bring love, it doesn't bring family, it doesn't bring a job or the money I would need. I told you I'm worthless. Just give me the courage to do it, for good this time.