Ever have that feeling where you THINK everything about you is set in life. Two business degrees. A GREAT family, merely what seems like a great path headed your way... ..But deep inside though, I havn't been happy for about 7 years but I keep denying it. I have a massive void inside that was full of hate for a brief number of those years. Now it's a mix between depression, anxiety, hate, sorrow...negative feelings. Started about 7 years ago. Had NO self-esteem in high school. Got bullied. 2 year relationship that ended terribly: girl cheated on me within the time she broke up with me... overseas with HER family. Went to college, joined a fraternity and became a reject. much fun. Got rejected by every company for internships. Got a DUI 5 months before graduation. My take? God has a sense of humor. What looks like a great foundation is just crumbling one by one. Am I crazy or do someone know where I'm getting at?