School has recently started up in our area, and the pressure has already had its noticable effects. My entire family is taking it out on each other. I feel like school is just going to be another stress bringing machine. I've felt so irritable lately... the only time I feel at peace within myself is when I think about cutting or killing myself. I took a few tests about clinical depression, and most I tested positive for mild to severe depression. If I have clinical depression, I don't want to take any fucking meds. The last thing I need is a pill addiction or someone in my school to find out I take "meds." Quitting self-injury has also been really hard as well. I'm thinking of seeking out a professional health counsler to see if I really have clinical depression. I'm only 13, so how should I go about all this?