I dont know how many of you have heard of Brook for young people? Its a sexual health clinic type thing. But you see I jsut sent them an email telling them sort of what happened, and that I was scared of what had happened to me and that I wondered whether I had anything wrong with me, because when this thing happened I never got help straight away. It was only recently that I went to the police and talked to them about it and mentioned everything and I jsut thought omg..what am I doing I shouldnt be telling anyone. So left it at that. But what they said got me thinking that I might have caught something. So I emailed Brook and now I wish I so fucking wish I hadnt, because I dont know what they are going to say, or what they will do I use the word "thing" because I cant say the words sorry, but I thin you get the picture right? Also do you ever wonder if youd be able to have a relationship again?