So, I was posting here off and on for a while. I admit, I stopped for a while to figure some things out. Yes, I made multiple suicide attempts. Two, acually. < Mod Edit Hazel: Methods > (well, gel caps, actually). Then, about a week ago, my phone got turned off. I was kinda without distractions and I had to put some thought into why I was so stressed and what I could do about it. I've started to realize that one of the people I was living with has a highly toxic personality and as long as I stay there, I will never be able to get my life together. With her, my life will be a series of emotional breakdowns that result in me cutting myself (my arm is covered in scars) and overdose attempts. I need to get out but, unfortunately, I don't have anywhere else to go at the moment. So, first things first. I'm going to check myself into a psych hospital. I'm going to get things cleared up for me there and, hopefully, when my emotional state is cleared up, they can help me find a safe place for to live outside of there. Anyway, just deciding to get out of that situation puts my mind at ease. Now I know I can get the rest of this together for me.