I only took antidepressants for a year when I was 16-17 years old. It was horrible, I still felt bad, and I couldn't cry even if I wanted to. I decided to stop taking them but still try therapy. My history with therapists is not a very good one and there's always something bad that happens that makes me stop going to that therapist
I stopped going to my last therapist in may for I had to move to another city to keep studying. I thought I could manage it with no help and that I'd be better in this city but things have only got worse. I'm starting to have random pains in my body, stiffness, I am not aware of how anxious I constantly am until the lowest sounds scares me... The scare is so painful it feels my heart is going to explode
I'm having relationship problems, family problems, college problems, internal problems, etc, etc, etc. I can't take it anymore. I don't know if I have time to go to a therapist but there's this place near my college that I think provides psychological support to students, for free. Since I study psychology I may meet some of my professors there and that scares me but I can't afford a private therapist
I think I may need to take pills again, I'm against them and I hate the idea but I am feeling so bad, so bad. It doesn't let me focus on my degree and that makes me even more anxious and depressed
I don't want to get to a point of chronic pain, I'm only 20 and it's starting. I don't want to keep living like this
I stopped going to my last therapist in may for I had to move to another city to keep studying. I thought I could manage it with no help and that I'd be better in this city but things have only got worse. I'm starting to have random pains in my body, stiffness, I am not aware of how anxious I constantly am until the lowest sounds scares me... The scare is so painful it feels my heart is going to explode
I'm having relationship problems, family problems, college problems, internal problems, etc, etc, etc. I can't take it anymore. I don't know if I have time to go to a therapist but there's this place near my college that I think provides psychological support to students, for free. Since I study psychology I may meet some of my professors there and that scares me but I can't afford a private therapist
I think I may need to take pills again, I'm against them and I hate the idea but I am feeling so bad, so bad. It doesn't let me focus on my degree and that makes me even more anxious and depressed
I don't want to get to a point of chronic pain, I'm only 20 and it's starting. I don't want to keep living like this