This may sound silly, but who have I to turn to at this point? I hope this site won't be judgmental. I feel like I might be ready to kill myself sometime soon. I've never had that guts to before but now I really truly feel like I could soon. I feel my best shot is to live my youth, probably the best part of my life, and then finish myself. I have no interest to continue living in this horrible fucking world. The truth is, nothing is genuine and the world might be beautiful when we're young but in reality it grows uglier and uglier as you grow older. Quite frankly, I'm so tired, and I'm so bitter, I can't see the good in anything anymore. Maybe I'm being immature, its possible, but I can't help but feel this way. I might live past highschool or college and then just end it.