I don't think it's any use to try, anymore. It's probably best if I just die. Life demands too much from me... I have a bill to pay, right now, for instance... I do have the money, but not the energy to go pay it, so I will have to pay extra charges, soon. I'm not going to get help with it, either... my father and I were arguing, yesterday evening, and my mother and I this morning. I'm having a serious headache on the way, now, too... I think the stress is making me have a stroke. I probably have caries in at least two teeth, too... can't go to the dentist, due to the filth consideration. Never brush my teeth, due to lack of energy, because of my depression, and eat candy all the time... even in bed, before sleeping. Done it for many years, now. Never going to find my one and only girlfriend, either... might as well die... can't a meteorite hit me in the head?