Started panicking because he didn't care about me...
Don't want to go to school, just want to fail.
I'm scared, but you can't tell because of how much of a zombie the drugs made me.
I threatened to take 10mg of ativan but only took 6 and an ambien because I didn't really want to risk hurting myself. I still have alcohol in my system. I'm only allowed 2mg of ativan by the doctor and not allowed to combine it with ambien or alcohol although the ambien is a normal dose. But it IS working, I don't seem to give a shit about what's wrong anymore.
Next time I go back to the doctor and get 60mg of ativan, I think ill just take them all and wash it down with a bottle of captain morgan. Fuck living. Can't take this bullshit anymore.
Don't want to go to school, just want to fail.
I'm scared, but you can't tell because of how much of a zombie the drugs made me.
I threatened to take 10mg of ativan but only took 6 and an ambien because I didn't really want to risk hurting myself. I still have alcohol in my system. I'm only allowed 2mg of ativan by the doctor and not allowed to combine it with ambien or alcohol although the ambien is a normal dose. But it IS working, I don't seem to give a shit about what's wrong anymore.
Next time I go back to the doctor and get 60mg of ativan, I think ill just take them all and wash it down with a bottle of captain morgan. Fuck living. Can't take this bullshit anymore.