I think it's time that I left this website. While it has helped me greatly in the past, that's not so much the case anymore. I'm a bit sad, I've met some wonderful people on here. I can't talk on here anymore, as whenever I have tried to talk I've received some comments which did not help in the slightest. They weren't outright nasty, just people's opinions which actually made me feel worse than I was. It's this that has made me realise that this website is actually making me feel worse. It's making me feel like my problems are my own fault and that feeling isn't disappearing. I don't want to continue living much longer anyway, but I'd rather leave this website so no one who goes through my laptop can find it, and/or my posts here. Also I know this isn't a 'crisis' post, but it felt right to post it here at the time.