Nothing enjoys me, almost everything is bothersome and I am never going to get a girlfriend. I am completely sex and love starved, but I know I will never find her. If I had my true love, everything would be okay, though... I can't feel like this. It's too much to handle. I'm going to drink large amounts of vodka and eat jaffa cookies, afterwards. Hopefully I will get really drunk... just hope I won't lose my memory, as once, before.