I think I'm fucked up.

Discussion in 'Family, Friends and Relationships' started by A.SoNiC.boY, Feb 8, 2011.

  1. A.SoNiC.boY

    A.SoNiC.boY Well-Known Member

    I had this memory come back last night and I still can't get it out of my head.
    Once my ex gave me a gift, it was a little doodle that said I (heart) u. it was drawn in her blood. it didn't gross me out or evoke any response that i would assume a normal person would have. I took it, kissed her and gave her a hug.
    I feel deranged for having this response, but I dunno if its just in my head. I loved her so much, and now I hate her to the point where I don't speak to her when she comes to visit our daughter. Not sure why this bothers me so much but it does...
  2. bhawk

    bhawk Well-Known Member

    The fact it bothers you suggests to me that you arent fucked up.
    We are all skewed by love so dont worry too much about it, love distorts the mind at the time in many weird ways.
  3. texaskitty

    texaskitty SF Friend and Antiquities Friend Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Oh hun, I'm so sorry, this is my fault. You are not fucked up. Not at all. You are a lovely compassionate person. Forgive me for bringing up this memory.
  4. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    hey ben, you are not fucked up, you are the nicest person i know, please take care hun :hug: