i think im going to give up . people say life is a blessing but i simply want to take mine away . feeling like shit everyday of your life isnt a good feeling at all . people throwing hurtful words in your face everyday is hard to go through . i have no one who will understand without thinking im completely insane so i looked up this blog . i cant do it anymore . no one , yes i mean no one, will care if i go . what is the point of living in a world like this ? this world is HORRIBLE . i have no emotions . i just need a way out. . . i dont need help. i dont WANT help . i want peace & serenity .