I think I'm going to fucking go crazy.

Nobody around here gives a shit about how I feel. I keep having to repeat myself all the fucking time. And they do the same shit every day. I give way more than I get it seems...I'm tired of giving. Tired of him using his fucking mom as an excuse to not care about me. Fuck it all. I hate everybody.

 

People here care. I care. Get it out hun :arms:

 

There's nothing to get out other than hatred at this point.

 

Then let it out. Try keeping it in will only bite you in the ass later. You're helping me if you keep posting so we both get to give and take equally.

 

He told me he always stays up for me when I'm upset. How dare he even utter those words with a straight face like that? He's sleeping even NOW when I'm upset. Always has and always will. The urge to medicate or throw a fit is just eating me alive right now.