We had a slight glitch and the forum deleted about 80 threads at random - we are restoring them currently but you may have had an alert saying your thread was deleted - please ignore this and do not be concerned. Thanks, Freya :)
Please don't! Stay and vent! Vent! Vent! Is there someone you can ring? It sucks to feel like this I know, are you on any meds right now? Maybe they need changing?
Please hang in there and stay safe!