I've been fighting to urge to commit suicide since my previous attempt failed. There has been no reprise from it for me. I have nothing to live for. Everything I ever loved and everyone who even remotely loved me is gone. I've spent the last few days posting on here, trying to talk myself out of this path, but i have come to realise it is pointless. No one can give me a reason to live, and I cannot find one for myself. So before I go I wanted to come here. I wanted to try, one last time, to find something to hold on to. To allow myself that last chance, to stop people telling me I'm acting rashly. I am honestly trying to consider all my options, but this is the only choice i have left. As the title states; I think I'm ready, to be brave, to end it.