I am only 14, my mum has a mental illness (something to do with a imbalance of chemicals in the brain) which makes her very angry, aggressive, obnoxious, constantly moan and pick on you and not understand your feelings. She had medication, which up until I was 11 she took happily, then for some reason she stopped. For two years I took shout after shout without being able to shout back as it just made her worse. When I was 13 she got a lot worse, started seeing things in paintings and such... she was then put in a mental hospital. While it hurt I was kinda happy as at least she was getting treatment. But I think got my hopes to high when she came out and for 3 weeks was like the mum I remembered from my past, for the first time in ages I felt happy… then it all changed.. she decided to not take the medication and went back to her normal self. I felt so bad and depressed, I talked to my dad and he just said “I will try to sort something out” He didn’t and I got worse… I asked him again and he was like “You just have to live with it, theirs nothing a doctor would do, your too young to be given drugs.” Well the last week Ive had a sudden turn.. I frankly don’t care anymore, I’m gonna kill myself as I see no options left. I feel lonely, depressed, sad and angry, my dad didn’t even take me seriously when I said I was going to kill myself, I had to jump out my window for him to believe me and then he said he would take me to a doctor. Its to late ive lost all care in this world. Does anyone else feel like this? Like they just don’t see no point. Because I really would like to know how you get to care again before next Friday otherwise I think I’m going to do it. Thanks for your time.