I think tonight's the night. I think that my time has come. This world is a terrible place and I don't want to be a part of it anymore. Tonight when my friend is a sleep I will drink the vodka I bought, write a letter. Where is the best place to put the letter? On myself or in the house? I will take the elevator to the highest floor and jump to freedom, jump to my father and all the others that have left me. If the XXXX doesn't give me the currage the XXX deffinatly will. Goodbye.