I asked my psychiatrist some time ago to just give me a drug which would actually do the job... a few weeks later he prescribed me something that would. However, I haven't done anything with it. Then I saw him on Tuesday and in the course of conversation told him I'd built up a large stash of the said drug, to which he said, "It'll kill you, you know! You'll just go to sleep and never wake up." Now how is that dissauding me?? It's every suicidal person's dream surely. I'm now convinced he really wants me to do the deed. I promised my counsellor that I'd hand the stash over to my gp but now I'm not so sure... :unsure: it would be a shame to get rid of the loaded gun that my psych has handed me... don't think he'd be too pleased either if I did!
Sarah :dry:
Sarah :dry: