Well, for starters I have this weird paranoid thought process, for instance: I just realized something as simple as driving causes me severe anxiety because I always think the person in the car ahead of me thinks I'm following them (which I'm not of course), even if I've only been behind them for a minute or so, and if they turn off I think it is because of me. I have other eccentric thought patterns, but this is the most recent of which I've become aware. Also, my speech tends to be awkward and ill-structured. I just seem to have a problem communicating with people in general, so I just ignore them for the most part. Add to that my VERY short attention span, lack of interest in anything, and I've made to myself a very convincing case of what I might have. Even though it makes sense now that I've been acting this way for so long, I feel as confused as ever.