You're not a failure - you're just going thru some very bad times and FEEL that way. Please don't be so hard on yourself. Are you getting any professional help? If not, would you consider it? I see a shrink/counselor twice a month and that, and the meds, have helped me a lot.
In the meantime, come here and vent and cry on our shoulders. That's what friends are for.:smile:
love,:hug:
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