I think this my be a problem.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Johnnyc, Aug 2, 2013.

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  1. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    I have already shot myself through the foot with a pellet gun and lost a tad bit of blood. I want to do it again, the last time the pellet exited my flesh. This time I do not care. I just want pain.
     
  2. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    Will be doing it again n in the next thirty seconds.
     
  3. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    I did do it again and again that night. After the last shot I realized the last pellet never came out. The pain was bad and I tried to deal with it. The issue started when my neighbor ask for help with something early that morning. He noticed blood on me and then ask what happened. I always have been honest with my neighbors because they are good people and I told them what happened. My neighbor was very concerned but he was leaving town. He then decided to call his wife and tell her to make sure that I went to the E.R., And she did do that by calling my family to make sure I went there. I did go to the hospital right after I contacted the husband but I'm so pleased even my neighbors care for me.
     
  4. sudut

    sudut Well-Known Member

    please do not attempt it again.
     
  5. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    I will not, they pain still exists and I am not sure if the infection has gone away. I still crave pain though. :(
     
  6. emily83

    emily83 Well-Known Member

    can you find something else to distract you.

    for example in sted of causing pain to yourself, can't you beat the hell out a table or something. or a wall

    are you getting help for this?
     
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