I think today is the day

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Johnnyc, Oct 2, 2010.

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  1. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    I just think my life should end. My boss keeps calling I will not awnser the phone. I should have died last night damnit
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    go to hospital get help call crisis get help hospital safe place noone can harm you there not even you. Call crisis call hospital get help for you
     
  3. stig

    stig Well-Known Member

    johnny, you need to get help. please. contact your local hospital, samaritans or use one of the crisis lines from this forum.
     
  4. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    I know I am just afraid of going to the hospital or especially calling a crisis hotline
     
  5. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    I'm so sick of always being afraid of things
     
  6. stig

    stig Well-Known Member

    do you have a friend to help you? or a family member
     
  7. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    N o that friend says I would better be at work, ofcource he says that hes the boss
     
  8. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    did you fail to report to work? dont lose your job.
     
  9. stig

    stig Well-Known Member

    is there another friend that can help you? what about contacting your doctor for help. you need to get help johnny
     
  10. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    I'm thinking about going to the E.R. but am afraid of how much it will cost me cause from there they send me to the mental hospital which is a 8000$
     
  11. stig

    stig Well-Known Member

    do you have any medical insurance? is there some sort of provision for you to be given help without getting a huge bill? i'm in the uk and unsure of how your system works.
     
  12. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    I have health insurance But I still get stuck with one hell of a bill. From the last time I was there I had to take out a two year loan so I can pay it off.
     
  13. stig

    stig Well-Known Member

    what about counselling johnny? i'm sure that would be a cheaper way to go.
     
  14. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    I already see a therapist
     
  15. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry to waste all your time I won't risk going to the hospital with another suicide attempted. I'm just going to due something that is a little less dangerous an cut.
     
  16. stig

    stig Well-Known Member

    is the therapy working? what has brought you to this crisis point?
     
  17. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    It really does get rid of the urges of suicide
     
  18. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    Therepy kinda works and none stop deppressin has brought me here
     
  19. stig

    stig Well-Known Member

    you're not wasting my time johhny. self harming is not good my friend. what about seeing a different therapist? try getting the book cognitive behavioral therapy for dummies. there is a lot of help in there on how to control brain patterns and thought processes
     
  20. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    I will look into that, as for a new therapist this one is the only ony covered by my health insurance.
     
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