that sucks. and it sucks that other people want to just label you as one thing and ignore the issues that don't fit their label. but EDs and depression go hand in hand, your ED didn't just fall out of the clear blue sky. your wanting to have people pay attention to the depression is a FANTASTIC idea. if you want to go check yourself into the hospital, you should do it RIGHT NOW, man. you're 19. you don't have to wait for your mom. and going voluntarily will give you a lot more options than having your mom commit you, or waking up committed after an attempt. you can make them listen, you don't have to go this alone, go scream and shout at them for help! call a crisis center or a suicide hotline or just walk, bike, run, skateboard, take a taxi up to the hospital and don't leave until someone listens, this is your life on the line and there is help out there for you.. and work and school will be a million times harder to manage if you are dead, right?