I honestly... just... don't... I don't know what I live for anymore. :sad: I'm trying limitlessly hard. Circumstances just won't let up, the thoughts won't give in, and I am simply sick of myself. I wish I were as strong as some of the people I know. I wish I could take the advice I give everyone else (if only it were that easy). I wish I were as level-headed as I might seem. But wishing is the most futile thing I can think of at the moment. Sorry. I'm eons of apologetic right now. I don't want to cause anything more, but if I do what I want, it'll be the last problem I ever cause. Each and every one of you and everyone else are loved by me. Know that.