Hi, I've been suffering with depression and have been getting better recently. My school however had been making me more depressed for many reasons, and I had plans to leave and spend every day learning things I'm interested in and working towards my dreams and what I want to achieve, and overcome depression. I havent been to school the past few days and my parents don't understand why I can't go and they are taking everything that I live for away from me. They arent going to give me lifts anywhere, they arent even giving me a lift to see the doctor. They are telling me I'm on my own and I cant count on them for anything, but I have social phobias (which was also one of the things I was trying to work on) and am unconfident. I was alone before now I am even more alone, they don't understand the big dreams I have in life. I value life so much, but I'm not going to be allowed to live my life to how my heart tells me, and I really dont want to die.... but it seems to be the only option I have now.