I thought I was doing better...

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Steviee, Jul 22, 2014.

  1. Steviee

    Steviee Member

    Just when I think I'm getting better, it all comes back again. This always happens.
    I was 3 months clean from cutting then i saw someone who i'd forgotten about, someone who makes me despise myself more than anyone ever could and i hate that one person can have that power over me. People used to think i was strong.
    I just want to remember what It's like to smile for no reason and not want to rip my own heart out just to stop it beating...

    Sorry for the rant! haha
  2. Unknown_111

    Unknown_111 Forum Buddy Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi Steviee,
    Do not let one person hurt you as you are better than that. Yes, the one person gets you down but remember there are billions of people on this planet. Do not feel down and try not to over-think about that person. Please do not any harm to yourself. You are not alone in suffering. Please keep posting here and take care. Finally, welcome to the forum.
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I second what was said ok YOu do not let anyone have that kind of power over you you keep yourself safe hun be kind to you ok hugs