I thought I was getting better.. but I was just getting worse

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by FallenOne, Dec 3, 2010.

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  1. FallenOne

    FallenOne Member

    I felt so much better, but realised I was just setting myself up for the ultimate crash. I have no idea why I thought I could pretend I was happy when in reality it was a total lie.

    I just wish I hadn't thought I could feel any better when I couldn't.
  2. CatherineC

    CatherineC Staff Alumni

    What's happened to trigger you off? You can get better but it doesn't always happen all at once. Sometimes you go up and down for awhile until it evens out. Something must be upsetting you though, can you talk about it?
  3. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    Hi fallenone. Depression can go in waves of highs and lows, so don't be too hard on yourself. Did something set you off? Don't give up. :hug:
  4. FallenOne

    FallenOne Member

    Hi Guys,

    yes something did set me off, its been a tough few weeks, my grandmother passed away, my parents are moving to a different country and my boyfriend doesnt know if he wants to be with me anymore because 'im too difficult'

    i just hate feeling like this, i don't want to die but i really don't see any other way out anymore
  5. kote

    kote Account Closed

    you are having such a hard time.
    there is no harm in admitting things are getting too hard.
    take it easy on yourself and keep coming back here for help and support.
    i know this place always keeps me going when all else fails.
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