My parents don't love me. They've made it clear. My dad's hardly here and when I tell him I'm feeling suicidal he leaves again and leaves me with my emotionally abusive mother. She makes me so suicidal I don't know why I'm still alive. Bad fate I guess. Please help, I need to know what to do when my mother starts emotionally abusing me again. She just shouted at me for asking her a question and I reduced to cutting myself. I can't deal with it anymore. Please help?