Hey I have quite a few friends but I'm not always able to talk to them. I do love this forum but sometimes it's nice to talk person to person. Anyway,one of my friends (who lives quite a way from me, i do know her in person though) I thought I could trust and talk to about but Im not so sure anymore. I asked her to talk tonight and I was a bit drunk, but only tipsy. She told me to go home and then we'd talk, so I went home. I asked her if we could talk again and she still said no. I am at the point of of overdosing, I have the pills but I kinda wanted someone (e.g. her) to say that my life was worth it if you get me , but instead she just said I couldn't talk to her and should go to sleep instead, which is not what I need right now. She said earlier we could talk and now she said no. (This convo was a bit earlier, so it wasnt even proper nightime, so she cant use being tired as an excuse). I thought I could trust her but dunno what to do now. She's the only person I would want to talk to.