I just got back from my group session and I can't do this anymore. Aside from the fact that I drank this past weekend anyway, the group can be so damn frustrating. There is this new guy and despite the fact he is in a goddamn group for drugs and alcohol, he is not an alcoholic. In fact, he comes off like he's a counselor or a self righteous dumbass cause he kept trying to give me advice or what it really was, a load of hypocritical bullshit. you know what his advice on not drinking was? Not drink. Wow! Why the bloody hell did I never think of that. I guess I should never cut again, or have thoughts ever! I just felt so discouraged walking out of that place tonight. I feel so out of place with everyone around me....It's hard to be in the sessions, around my family, just living in general. I don't mean to take away from anyone else's problems, but I can't take this hurt anymore.