I told this guy that is my friend but I wish he was my boyfriend sometimes. He is seeing someone else though. I was texting him about how just before he left I was going to tell him something. It was about this note I wrote on facebook. At first I said I didn't want to talk about it but then I told him because he gets mad when I don't tell him things. In the note I basically implied that my life sucks. It was one of those survey type things. I didn't mention the note but I told him how I want to kill myself but can't because that is related to the things in the note. Anyways, he didn't say anything for a long time so I finally asked if he cared about me. He said he did and later he said he didn't say anything because he was busy. But it's like, how long does it take to make a text message? What could he have been doing that he couldn't take a break for 5 minutes to make one?