Fuck this! i hate this fucking shit! why!? he is such a stupid fucking asshole! I told on Derek! i couldnt take it anymore! and then he goes off and tells my brother some of my secrets!! i told you he would! ffs!! omg.... I told you he would! He told my stepmom.. and he told my brother. he told them i cut. he told them i am bi. FUCK! I dont even care anymore! I feel like texting him and cussing him the fuck out! i wanna seriously hurt him right now.. but no.. im a fucking loser. i cant do anything. id be too scared to go near him. Fuck.. id be too scared to text him.. he would text back.. what if he started apologizing.. you know how quickly id give in...after everything he has done.. id still let him come back! fuck! aghhh! i am shaking and crying and i wanna fucking cut right now! Now just watch! he is gonna tell more and more and more people! more and more and more fucking secrets!! AGH!