Well, I tried to end it all, but again, I am a failure at that as well. It was two weeks ago from today. I started of by < mod edit - methods > . I slowly dozed off and......You guessed it. I woke up in the hospital ER. They didn't know that I had taken the pills. Once they found out, the gave me something to counter-act the < mod edit > in the pills. So it wouldn't damage my liver/kidney. Anyway, I tried, I failed, I'm still here.