i am alone in my house. smoking alot. feel disappointed that i didnt suceed
Smoking cigarettes you mean?
There are other things.
Anyhow mate - sorry to see you so bad - but do share things here - and try to make a promise to stick around as you'll find you stumble at first but will get to know people and see how we all fight this.
Everyone has those nights - dark nights - but you can tackle the suicidal thoughts - you need feedback and someone to reassure you.
Its not as bad as you think mate - I mean depression, we can win!
Hope that you can outline why you feel this way - is it school, work, loneliness, family troubles or the horrible process of having to HIDE all this stuff in your head?
Maybe a combination - but talking helps immensely.
No need to feel shame here and many have thought about dying and many have tried also.
We try to help each other - and its self help as well that we have to promote.
Best of luck - God bless and best wishes!
From England! Peaceful England :rolleyes:
regards!