So last time I was on this merry go round I kept things all to myself. THen my boyfriend wanted to know why I didn't go to him for help. Well guess what... this time I tried. Today I tried to tell him how bad I was feeling. Told him I have not been sleeping. Told him I cannot sit still and felt agitated, angry, restless. The response. Well you need to just lay on the lounge and go to sleep. You are concentrating on how agitated you feel instead of relaxing. If you just relaxed you would be fine. Ummm.... no it doesn't work that way. I am trying to tell you that I am NOT fine!!!! I need help. I am asking you for help!! Please dont tell me that I dont talk to u about these things because this is me trying to tell you!!!!!!!!!!!